Making Love To Hate Part II

Currently I'm feeling a little negative.Feeling a little unloved and depressed at the fact that I did not get a birthday party,still,like others.They simply just cut the cake in the pantry and left.Makes me wonder what am I doing wrong or what I've done.I can't help but to think negatively about my colleagues now or perhaps that I think way too much?I rationalize that they think since I have a wonderful boyfie who celebrated it with me,they don't need to throw such a huge effort.I feel a little pinch.Nope.I feel the pinch rubbed with salt.I feel that also,the management is taking advantage of my silence.I no longer believe in them anymore & I don't have an ounce of empathy towards them.Honestly,to some it all off,I am just no longer "Dior" anymore.