I Kip Tinking Bout U

i saw u in a different light today. you were so full of raw emotions. i am taken aback. its abit disturbing. i'm not sure whether its e best thing 2 do to even travel wiv u. i am not so sure about anytin anymore. it jus confuses me even more. you are my fren n u say such things. hw culd u. u r all messed up and confused. you make feel like a total utter slut wen infact e situation varies immensely. i feel you nid to regain back evrytin. how can u be so low in self esteem wen evry guy on earth tinks u're hot? i am jus nothing compared 2 you yet u are acting dis way. i'm deeply sad. deeply. i feel happy evrytime i luk back at that night wher we took our 1st picture 2ghthr. it feels so right. i'm sorry but for the 1st time i didnt care wat others mite tink. i jus wanted u to b happy. i wuld trade places wiv u even so u can be happy again. i duno wat else 2 do. i'm so lost and even more confused. i can't find clarity anymore. i jus can't.